i stand corrected

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."
-Henri Nouwen

our trip to pangasinan has got to be one of the most memorable thing that i've done as a builder. i had fun. we had fun. i learned about others. others learned about me. we learned about each other. it was a blast!

but in times like this, in times that i'm at my utmost personal upheaval, i usually keep things to myself. in the excitement of it all, i found a source to talk to an imaginary person, one that may not speak to me but at least listen to me via a black screen of random thoughts - the mindnight hunt. then again, i don't want to use such media to cover up a less verbal tactlessness. such idea is absent in me as my public diary is filled with wonderful thoughts - thoughts i will cherish forever. the bottomline is i don't know if i stood on anyone's feet...i'm not that sure but it seems i did...

perhaps i said too much. it seems that i spoiled everyone's enthusiasm on the matter. if it truly is me i'm seeing on the diaries of the agrieved, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to hurt anyone nor piss off anyone. believe me that's the last thing i want to do. i hope no bond may be wasted.

yes i know broken glass can never mend without any marks of the past. i just hope the thought of recollection may be an idea worth considering. i don't know what else to say but my apologies. like what i have said in the session, if i do hurt anyone along the way, just tell me and i will make up for it. i'm not a perfect person. i make mistakes. we all make mistakes. it is in the standing up, patching up and working out that, hopefully, counts.

for the nth time my sincerest apologies. my previous post have become a great concern for some and i hope such concerns end at that. without wax, i'm sorry.

i hope this post may be of any consolation to you.