discombobulation

“Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious...”
-Michael Stipe

i thought i knew everything...
life, love, luxury and lamentation
i was wrong...obviously not all i think about are that obvious...
which led me to years of isolation.
for the longest time i have lived in a cave. thinking...thinking...and thinking...then dying...

PUCHA!

thinking isn't all that bad...
it actually gets you going...
makes you more alert with your surrounding...
and tends to serve as a great protection for your well being...

PUCHA!

but when it comes down to it...
thinking SUCKS!!!

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have you ever came to a point when stupidity counts?
i mean not useless stupidity.
sa tagalog ba e...TANGA!
or in a more subtle term...MANGMANG!
it's not that everything that happens matter nor your every action has a motive.
you just need to do what you have to do and do it right and be yourself and have fun..blah...blah...

yung tipong the only reasons of being are:
-you just do
-you just are
-you are just you

no more Confusius, Lao Tse or Mahatma Ghandi theory-in-life reason.
and as of the moment eh you don't care about the uncaring world and you just want to be honest with yourself?

am i making a point?

you really don't have to think what others...er...the OTHER for that matter...may think...
basta magkakasama...er...magKAsama...kayo at masaya...ok na dapat yun ndi ba?
if it really matters, there should be no animosity, ilang-ness at unnecessary hiya...

bakit nga ba?

is it me...
is it them...er...her...

PUCHA!!!

as a note worthy advice said..."take everything one at a time"
i should live the now rather thinking about tomorrow...

am i afraid of what might happen?
am i afraid that i might sink much deeper?

PUCHA!!!!!

NAG-IISIP NANAMAN EH!!!

nakakasawa mag-isip ng mga walang kabuluhang kahihiyan, kararatnan at kasawian...
wala pa naman...

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but the good thing is...
because of such thinking...
i learned the don'ts...
i learned to prioritze...(i think...i do!)
i learned to sacrifice...
and hopefully with such arsenal, i could hit homerun...

let my reality be enough for the reality i seek...
may divine intervention kick in...
god bless my soul...



PS: pasensya na sa drama mode ng post...minsan lang nmn e...